Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Failure

How can I start talking about this in a positive way??? There is a lesson I just learned on FAILURE. At first I thought I read the lesson chapter wrong because I thought why would this book have that lesson? But I continued reading on this important awful subject named FAILURE. Discoveries……Wow when you discover them it’s truly Amazing. I recently learned about the conscious mind & the sub conscious mind. This other Mind that is the subconscious Mind or whatever, I’m not a science buff so I think that’s why I got my Ah-hah moment a little later rather than sooner. Anyways, this other Mind that I didn’t think so much about wanders all the time! I just learned why I procrastinate! In this other Mind this is what has been happening in mine, we all have this other Mind, but my dum dum mind ON ITS OWN it is AFRAID of FAILURE! That was really one of the most absurd things I ever discovered!  I CANT BELIEVE that my subconscious mind was AFRAID of FAILURE!!!!Why??? How can that be??? I’m not AFRAID of anything! Ok, maybe high balconies & bridges but I love roller coasters J But that’s it I'm not AFRAID of Anything! Well yes it’s true! That’s why I have procrastinated! I was supposed to be way much higher on the SUCCESS ladder but because this Subconscious Mind has been saving all this sensitive STUFF that bothered me it stored in this part of my subconscious Mind and it’s created this FEAR of FAILURE all by itself, so therefore IT MAKES ME PROCRASTINATE because of this Fear. To discover this about my mind has made me VERY UPSET, how dare my OWN MIND SABOTAGE ME!!??? I had a very big arguement with myself! Well yes it’s TRUE! It’s been doing this for years!!!! Its the famous you don’t know, what you don’t know and you don’t know that you don’t know kind of episode!  This is a TRUTH that is very hard to understand but when you truly GET THIS that’s when you MAKE UP your mind! HAHA get it MAKEUP your mind ;) lol but seriously here let’s get back on track. You JUST MAKEUP  your MIND and say Im doing this the RIGHT WAY!
Ok EXAMPLE when I am supposed to do something that I know is very important somewhere in this other STUPID untrained Mind that we all have, if you don’t have control over it, it automatically will Sabotage you in autopilot without you even realizing it and in turn you don’t do the things you are supposed to do, therefore that’s where the excuses and laziness come from!!!!  I got so angry when I learned this I truly even cried…..THE NERVE! I could not believe that I have had this following me everywhere and didn’t even KNOW it! No wonder!!!!UGH I was so pissed! Now that I KNOW this other Mind does whatever it wants UNLESS I learn that FAILURE is ONLY TEMPORARY Defeat, I FACE FAILURE right in its face and say “There is no Failure the only FAILURE is if I don’t DO IT!” and I am training my MIND to kick my subconscious minds BUTT and tell it…….”Annette if you don’t do what you have to do guess what? YOU ARE A FAILURE and your stupid subconscious mind has won! And I be dammed if I would let something so crazy happen!!”
So it is very important to pay attention to your Actions, if you are not doing what you should be doing then you ARE AFRAID OF FAILURE and you don’t even know it! Find out why you are not DOING what you are SUPPOSE to be Doing to be Successful and you will be surprised that it has been all your fault the whole time & you didn’t even know it because you were too busy blaming everyone else!
Annette
Justmakeupmylife

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